November 30, 2008 at Saint Mark in Norman, OK
Isaiah 63: 16-17, 19 + Psalm 80 + 1 Corinthians 1:3-9 + Mark 13:33-37
Years ago, I was pastor at Saint Joseph Church in Union City, a place put on the map by a tornado that nearly destroyed the town just a couple of years before I came. Until the big one that tore through Cleveland County not long ago, it was the “big one” that everyone talked about and studied. Because of it, darkening skies and wall clouds as we in Oklahoma know to call them always got the attention of the survivors in Union City. I remember clearly the experience of standing at the back door of the rectory which opened to the southwest any time there would be one of those great Oklahoma storms. I would stand there and watch. If I were asleep, I would get up at the sound of big thunder and go there to look out because it was only a few steps to the storm cellar. More than once, I made the jump from the doorway to the cellar in rain and hail and wind.
The memory of that experience of standing in a doorway and watching is my own, but I believe everyone in here has done the same thing. Standing in a doorway watching and waiting is something we have all done whether we watch for a storm or for a loved one to come home, we know what it is to wait and to watch, and much of it is done from a doorway if not from a window.
We are somehow a people who seem to be found at a threshold, in a doorway, or at the gate as the Gospel image suggests. We are almost by nature waiters and watchers, and some of us do it better than others. We have shifted today into the year of Mark’s Gospel, closing for while the Gospel of Matthew. It is a Gospel that time and time again challenges the fear that haunts us as it tells the story of faith’s growth. This is the Gospel of calming seas, of casting out unclean spirits that frighten bystanders and possessed. It is the Gospel that brings people beyond fear to awe and amazement. Who is this that wind and sea obey him? Who is this that speaks with authority? Who is this who has come among us? This kind of awe and amazement is the threshold of faith; doors that when open invite us to move from fear to awe to trust and belief.
Today’s Gospel speaks of evening, of midnight, of cockcrow or dawn, and believers make a connection with the hours of the passion. It reminds us of sleeping disciples who fail to watch. He wakes them and they sleep again. At midnight comes Judas and a crowd, and all but Peter run away in fear. No doorway to faith opens until cockcrow when Peter’s faith is awakened and he weeps. Then comes the fourth time: the “dawn”; the hour when Mary Magdalene and her friends stand at the doorway of death and find it open.
Think today and through this season of the doorways in our lives, of the doorway in which we stand and the thresholds over which we must pass from fear and doubt to faith and trust. There are doorways everywhere through which we encounter one another and our God. Our houses have doors. Our offices have doors. The places where we shop for food and for gifts have doors. These are thresholds where we can be awake to one another.
Think this Advent season of these hours: of evening when we are tired and want to give up of dark midnight moments when our fears take us over and we run from what is hard and difficult frightening and unknown. of cockcrow that hour when we recognize that there are things in our lives we profoundly regret, things we never thought we were capable of doing. Our tears and our sorrow make us real. That time is a threshold to cross into forgiveness and peace. of the dawn, the hour of resurrection the time of waking. Across that threshold comes the faith that life can come where there is death, that dead relationships can awaken, that dead leadership may rise up to the agony of people in need, and that closed doors and closed hearts may break open with joy.
The Gospel we proclaim today ought to alert us like gathering clouds in the western sky. In these verses, Jesus gives three commands: Be on the watch. Stay awake.
Be on guard. An open doorway is a good way to watch. An open doorway is a good way to make sure that this time when Christ comes there will be a hospitable welcome where all will be prepared rather than finding the door closed because there is no room.