August 26, 2007 At St Mark Church in Norman, OK
Isaiah 66: 18-21 Psalm 117 + Hebrews 12: 5-6, 11-13 + Luke 13: 22-30
I performed a little unscientific experiment this past week. I asked twelve children between the ages of nine and thirteen what it was that they wanted most out of life, and what it was that they feared most when making a decision. Now a couple of them messed up my survey by simply looking at me for a moment and then shrugging their shoulders and changing the subject. I guess they couldn’t figure out what I wanted them to say, so they said nothing. But from the others, I got a variety of responses all of which left me somewhat stunned and amazed at how these children are growing up differently than I did.
I am sure that at their age had someone asked me what I wanted most out of life, I would have said: “I want to go to heaven.” If they had asked what I feared most when making a decision, I would have said: “Going to hell.” At their age, I was thinking about eternal life and all that sort of thing, and so were my friends. It was not just because of the sisters in my catholic schools either. It was because of my parents and the community of friends with which we lived. Although I have heard stories for ages about how the fear of hell scared boys and girls of my generation, I was never traumatized by after life prospects. Heaven and Hell were just apart of my universe. The project was to learn how to play the game of salvation.
What I confirmed by my experiment this week is that this game has been replaced by others, that the universe of many of our children does not seem to include either heaven or hell. It just isn’t something they think about. My distress rises when I begin to wonder what it is they think about. “Hell” for them is a bad word you’re not supposed to say until you’re old enough. “Heaven” for too many of our children is a vague goal that may or may not follow being rich, famous, successful, and pretty.
Into that kind of thinking comes this odd question from an anonymous person Jesus meets on the way to Jerusalem. “Lord, will only a few people be saved?” From the way Luke handles this incident, it looks to me as though this question and questioner are an interruption. Perhaps something else was going on – perhaps Jesus was speaking of something else, and this guy runs up with a question out of the blue. None the less, it is a curious question raised as Jesus nears Jerusalem and the end of the Journey and the conclusion of his formation program for disciples.
In response to the question, Jesus either simply returns to what he was saying, or stuns everyone there with a clever story about crowds, doors, and a master who challenges accepted ideas about inclusion and exclusion. The story raises two important questions to ponder: What is this strength required to enter the narrow door and If eating and drinking in the company of Jesus (think Eucharist) and listening to his words (think bible study) are not enough to get in, what is? “I do not know where you are from” he says twice in this passage! Here is the real issue. In simple terms, what Jesus announces here on the way to Jerusalem is that it does not matter who you knowwhen it comes to having a place in the heavenly banquet, but who you are. But of course, that assumes that someone is thinking about it getting to heaven which in our time might be even more an issue than how many will get there.
This Gospel on this late summer weekend might just serve to do that:
challenge and re direct our energies, our focus, and our goals in this life. I recognize in my own reflection, that the passion and youthful fervor of my childhood years is not what it used to be. Getting to heaven used to seem really important when I did not have to worry about getting to the grocery store or getting my tuition paid. Even when I began seminary studies, I used to think that my whole purpose in becoming a priest would be to get to heaven and bring along everyone I could find. There are moments now when I get distracted and think my whole purpose is keeping the rain out of this building or the debt payment made this month.
What has really happened in the meantime is a subtle shift. I have not been conscious of it, and I certainly have not been in control of it. It is not that I have become lax, nor have you necessarily. It is certainly not that we have lost religious focus even though we sometimes get confused about what is really important. Getting the love of heaven and the fear of hell back into my soul is something to think about, but I’m not sure that it is something I must do today. I still believe in the four last things: death, judgment, heaven, and hell. But they are not center stage and I am not obsessing about them. Perhaps what clarifies this best is a smart aleck quip made by a feisty psychologist who was asked the question: “Are you saved?” He said in response: “I am trying to figure out how to be spent.” Here is the wisdom we may uncover within this Gospel.
Salvation flows from a life of self-giving: What we are, not who we know.
Trying to figure out how to give our lives to something bigger than our ego ambitions and petty schemes for getting rich and famous is the issue.
When we figure that out, the master of house will know where we come from.